I was rereading my old posts and no wonder I didn't lose at all this last year, and I'm actually surprised I did not gain more. Every single post says things like "I really tried but I blew it, oh well"
I am glad this time around that certain things are not negotiable. I overate on Thursday and Friday and did a lot of underestimating of points values of certain foods. I have been left with only 3.5 flex points since Saturday and I have only used up 1/2 a point. I go to bed hungry. I track everything, every single day. Even if I don't reach 135 by March at least I know that I have actually committed to losing this weight, a real commitment.
That's comforting. I am still nervous that I will gain again this week even though I have had activity and stayed within my points range.